New job starts tomorrow I'm feeling nervous and slightly scared and like I want to be sick.
I saw my sister today and asked if she was going to wish me good luck she said
"Why the fuck should I bother? You have been doing this (IT Support) to everyone that you know and me since you were 10"
" But I might be nervous meeting new people and new place"
"When the fuck have you ever been nervous meeting anyone ever and why the fuck would you start now?"
So with those words of wisdom I'm going to sleep get up have a panic attack for 20 seconds get rid of my morning glory get showered shaved and get ready for work like every other person who has a job.
Wow I'm a anti-climatic fuck aren't I?
So my jobs now go IT Support Baker IT Support maybe I can now put it behind me that I spent 4 years of my life watching bread go past and wishing I had used the knife on my wrists or neck.
I saw my sister today and asked if she was going to wish me good luck she said
"Why the fuck should I bother? You have been doing this (IT Support) to everyone that you know and me since you were 10"
" But I might be nervous meeting new people and new place"
"When the fuck have you ever been nervous meeting anyone ever and why the fuck would you start now?"
So with those words of wisdom I'm going to sleep get up have a panic attack for 20 seconds get rid of my morning glory get showered shaved and get ready for work like every other person who has a job.
Wow I'm a anti-climatic fuck aren't I?
So my jobs now go IT Support Baker IT Support maybe I can now put it behind me that I spent 4 years of my life watching bread go past and wishing I had used the knife on my wrists or neck.
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newspectre:
Good luck with the new job. It's always fun and exciting to start a new job I think.
dollface___:
*hugs back* thanks honey. I hope your first day at work was good, I forgot to ask you yesterday...