I read something here the other day that kind of jolted me out of a coma of sorts. It was in the preamble to a group description and it said something like, "if you've been a member since 2002 and have never posted, there's no way your going to get into this group".
Well, I have only posted once and I've been a member since 2005. For me it has something to do with belonging or wanting to belong to something that I feel like I'll forever be outside of. I post on my Myspace page (though infrequently) but just don't see myself fitting here in this community. If I'm ever a voyeur, it's here on Suicide Girls. I don't listen to the music, I don't go out to the clubs, I don't have any tattoos..... What draws me is the attitude and confidence that I perceive these girls to have. I've dated two girls that I would say fit into the Suicide Girls range of types and it's definitely what I want to find in a long term relationship. I am going to get tattoos someday but I don't think I'll ever appear to fit into the scene. Or the scene that I perceive to be here.
However, I'll have to say this. I must fit in some way because I feel comfortable here. I don't feel like a voyeur and I keep coming back. So, instead of my stupid Myspace page, I'm going to start posting here.
Well, I have only posted once and I've been a member since 2005. For me it has something to do with belonging or wanting to belong to something that I feel like I'll forever be outside of. I post on my Myspace page (though infrequently) but just don't see myself fitting here in this community. If I'm ever a voyeur, it's here on Suicide Girls. I don't listen to the music, I don't go out to the clubs, I don't have any tattoos..... What draws me is the attitude and confidence that I perceive these girls to have. I've dated two girls that I would say fit into the Suicide Girls range of types and it's definitely what I want to find in a long term relationship. I am going to get tattoos someday but I don't think I'll ever appear to fit into the scene. Or the scene that I perceive to be here.
However, I'll have to say this. I must fit in some way because I feel comfortable here. I don't feel like a voyeur and I keep coming back. So, instead of my stupid Myspace page, I'm going to start posting here.