I feel myself opening up to a select few people and it scares the shit out of me. Aren't they just going to fuck me in the ass at the end just like everyone else? I know they won't, because they are afraid of the same thing from me, so in out mutual mistrust of each other we find a reason to trust each other. I'm not entirely sure how or why this works, but I'm loving it. I have close friends I trust for the first time since I moved back to this shitty town, and I almost feel the urge not to brood. If I had just one more friend who was in fact more than a friend I might actually be happy again, which is probably why I make every attempt to keep it from happening.
True happiness=eventual totally destructive crash.
True happiness=eventual totally destructive crash.
unknowntrigram:
Welcome into the BCB group.