...even if I cut out my eyes I'd still notice you sitting there...
Dinner last night was fun, very relaxed, fuck I was tired though. I still am today. The food was great, the company was even better, it almost felt like old times y'know (insert melancholic sigh.)I'm still scared of over-stepping my bounds somewhat, I guess I'll find my feet eventually. I ran a red light on the way to Dave's house to drop him off, it scared me after I did it. I'm not sure if it scared him before or even at all. He has either nerves of steel or he was just as tired as I was. I'm supposed to visit a friend tonight, but I may have to respectfully decline so as that I can get enough sleep to function properly tomorrow. One...more...day...of...work.
I'm probably going crazy but there is a voice in my head lately. He sounds like me and is very, very rational. And I mean he speaks with huge amounts of honesty (about even the stuff that I don't want to admit to myself is true because sometimes it's easy to entertain a fantasy y'know) and common sense, he keeps me very grounded. So I suppose as far as voices go thats a good thing. I think that everyone has a voice like this though, the inner psyche or it could even be my conscience (hah hah, I actually do have one, brilliant.) It's either that or I'm just a fucking nut and I need to be committed! Opinions, observations, thoughts anyone? Wait, Wait, one at a time, one at a time, okay, you ---->
I'm not sure if it's because I'm tired or if I'm actually going blind but I have been having trouble reading things that are far away lately. I'll give up abusing myself for a while and see how that goes. Thats it from me for the day anyways, have a good one kids.
Dinner last night was fun, very relaxed, fuck I was tired though. I still am today. The food was great, the company was even better, it almost felt like old times y'know (insert melancholic sigh.)I'm still scared of over-stepping my bounds somewhat, I guess I'll find my feet eventually. I ran a red light on the way to Dave's house to drop him off, it scared me after I did it. I'm not sure if it scared him before or even at all. He has either nerves of steel or he was just as tired as I was. I'm supposed to visit a friend tonight, but I may have to respectfully decline so as that I can get enough sleep to function properly tomorrow. One...more...day...of...work.
I'm probably going crazy but there is a voice in my head lately. He sounds like me and is very, very rational. And I mean he speaks with huge amounts of honesty (about even the stuff that I don't want to admit to myself is true because sometimes it's easy to entertain a fantasy y'know) and common sense, he keeps me very grounded. So I suppose as far as voices go thats a good thing. I think that everyone has a voice like this though, the inner psyche or it could even be my conscience (hah hah, I actually do have one, brilliant.) It's either that or I'm just a fucking nut and I need to be committed! Opinions, observations, thoughts anyone? Wait, Wait, one at a time, one at a time, okay, you ---->
I'm not sure if it's because I'm tired or if I'm actually going blind but I have been having trouble reading things that are far away lately. I'll give up abusing myself for a while and see how that goes. Thats it from me for the day anyways, have a good one kids.