Today is one of those days where the memory of my fathers death seems fresher than usual. I have lost alot of my former self, I am not nearly as social as I used ot be. and I have been having anxiety attacks when I am about to go out into large groups of strangers. I used to have no real social hangups about going out. however these days ive been feeling more and more disconnected with ppl.
Paraniod thoughts that everyone dislikes me, and wishes i would just go away. Fear of ppl rejecting me even as a friend. I dunno I think I am still broken from my fathers death.
I dont want to be broken anymore.
Paraniod thoughts that everyone dislikes me, and wishes i would just go away. Fear of ppl rejecting me even as a friend. I dunno I think I am still broken from my fathers death.
I dont want to be broken anymore.
howdypardner:
I lost my mother coming up on 7 years ago, quite suddenly. It sucks it's hard, but hey, if ever you need talk, let me know.