misha9999999

hey--i stumbled across a link you might like. i was looking up olivia parker, a photographer i like, and found this book/exhibit of photographs of "remnants" of people with deformities.
again, the ugly/beautiful thing.
peace.

http://www.riccomaresca.com/C/SHOWS/Mutter/MutterMuseumShow.htm

hi, misha. how are you?

it's been tough for me to stick around consistently the last few months...i hope all's well.

i miss your messages and journals. hopefully i can get my routine together sometime soon.

peace,

relethed

um, i read your previous journal, and i have this to say:

the only way out is through.

allow yourself to feel the anger and the hurt, go smash bottles on the pavement, whatever it takes. if you try to suppress it--to not give her the satisfaction of really getting to you-- you'll only end up hurting yourself. it'll come back and bite you when you least expect it, like when you're trying to have something good with someone else down the road.
aunt invisigirl means well.......sorry to give unsolicited advice.

seriously man, what is it with us an women? it's all too familiar. it's not like we're fucking trying for all this drama shit, y'know? is stability too much to ask for?

that's beautiful. it really is. depressing, but beautiful.

yeah, well

fuck you, too.


*pat pat pat*

in response to mine...
no I did not make it then...
but I shall be at Modest Mouse on Thursday in Cleveland.
I will write a response to yours soon.
take care misha.
-D

cool! glad to help!

i actually got into an argument a few months ago in a photoshop class i was taking, because people--including the fucking instructor!--were positive that witkin uses photoshop to create the deformities, etc.

dumbasses.

chicago soon?
hopefully

are you there yet?

as per usual. all too familiar.

be safe

hey misha, you still coming to cedar point?

clean clean clean...

into the night it seems.

and : how's blue eyes?

[Edited on Jul 03, 2003]

jazz standards vol. 1 is a staple in my collection

gorgeous fucking picture.

something about fingers on ivory that makes me melty and my heart beat in my ears.

thanks again.

[Edited on Jul 02, 2003]

you need to mud wrastle.

please lure penny to cleveland for me.

On How I Am A Complete And Total Pussy
a slightly drunken essay by Heather McHeather

So I showed up at your show tonight only to discover to my horror that it was this casual, personal sort of thing and so, in horror, my friend and I decided not to go, as we'd have none of that lovely cover of anonymity and we are shy in that stupid extroverted way. Instead we were going to head to Arabica for a bit to kill time before meeting some people later on, but as we was walking down Hessler your friend randomly invited us in from the street and seeing as I do not have the balls to explain that I am in fact a random and rather bored girl who has vaguely talked to you on a PORN SITE we pretended not to know of the show, went in, looked around for a bit, drank some of your quite horrid red wine, gave my email address to your friend, and left. So basically, hallo, I'm heather, I was the kid with the reddish hair and glasses who was with the pretty blonde girl. Nice to meet you.

Oh, and, as someone who has no idea what she's talking about, I really, really liked you art.

[Edited on Jun 28, 2003]

if i had the power to make one out of myself, i would gladly do all that i could for you.

brilliant. now i can stalk you even more than just following you to knew yark.

regarding slowness: as for me, i am very impatient, but at the same time i want it all to go on forever. stupid, right?

damn i wish i didnt have to work. id love to see your art up close and personal.

i've tried erasing him from my life.....from my heart.
once the anger lessens a bit, i miss him so.

your list is my list as well.

that's pretty much what i'm sayin', yeah.