hello people. since my first blog was sort of just a "this is who i am" i suppose ill let you in on a little bit about my life . So its 12:32 pm and i just kinda woke up at about 12. yeah, im a lazy bum.. i think im getting sick. i sneezed my head off last night and now i have to blow my nose a shit ton. The Ball popped out of my lip ring, and now its driving me insane, i keep pushing the open part around with my tongue. i went to hot topic and bought a clear retainer for it, since i have just gotten myself a job at CHKD. yeah, its not the best job, but its okay.it pays. whatever.
alright, well the next show i want to go see is Killswitch Engage. i Hope i can come up with the money. Oh, and Saosin also, even though their support bands fucking SUCK(even tho technically since theyre not headlining, THEYRE the support band) . Oh, also Sevendust is coming soon. thats exciting. Theyre gonna fuckign tear that shit up at the norva, i promise you that.
Last show i went to was Lacuna coil. well in flames headlined, but i dont like them, so i call it the band i went to see. i Didnt get to meet cristina scabbia...i stood out in the cold for like, an hour or two freezing and i almost cried i was so dissapointed when we had to leave and i hadnt seen the beautiful ms scabbia. =( but you know, its okay...theyll be other times, and i met 3/6 of them. id say thats doing pretty well.
I miss my man. SO MUCH. hes on deployment right now, for two weeks. he comes back in 8 days(and counting) i cant wait to be in his arms again. he makesme feel like theres nothing wrong with the world. TIme stands still for me when we kiss. Hes perfect for me. i hate being away fromhim. hate it. Its really pathetic, honestly. i dont know what to do with myself when were not together, and hes the same way. were both just lost without eachother.
I miss my best friend too. Kelly. i feel like were growing apart. Shes been spending alot of time with this girl alex. Alex is a sweet girl,.but its like, EVERY SINGLE TIME i ask her to do something she has to bring her along. and that would be fine with me you know, an addition to the best friends, but its not like i feel like were including her. i feel like im being pushed out. And i hate that feeling. i trust and love kelly mroe than anyone on the faceo f the earth, but now shes not got time for me, shes always with alex, and when we all three hang out, alex has a pissy attitude towards me, and they have all these inside jokes and things i dont know about. and now , even tho i asked kelly to apply at my job so we could work together, she didnt bother, she applied where alex works and now theyre going to work together. OH JOY! MORE TIME!
=( I LOVE KELLY. and i have no problem with alex but wtf is this leave amanda out shit???
*sneeze*
god. i just went and got myself a pepsi and a pickle.
i have so much shit on my mind. Mike(bf) kelly(best friend)
im thinking mike might propose to me on christmas or something.... i love him so much but that just makes me raelly nervous. im not sure im ready to settle down for the rest of my life with someone when ive yet to livemuch of it yet. theres so much more to experience. and when i getmarried to him. the baby will be immediate. im sure of that. and when i have akid. my life is over. *sigh* i can only hope theres no accidents. but whatever, i dont believe in abortion so if something happens, it will be taken care of accordingly. the baby will be kept and healthy and beautiful and happy.
*shrug* sigh*
now imjust goin on and on about stupid shit. sorry
Anyway.... img onna go. ive rambled enough. i love you guys<3 xo
ps davey is the fucking sex.
alright, well the next show i want to go see is Killswitch Engage. i Hope i can come up with the money. Oh, and Saosin also, even though their support bands fucking SUCK(even tho technically since theyre not headlining, THEYRE the support band) . Oh, also Sevendust is coming soon. thats exciting. Theyre gonna fuckign tear that shit up at the norva, i promise you that.
Last show i went to was Lacuna coil. well in flames headlined, but i dont like them, so i call it the band i went to see. i Didnt get to meet cristina scabbia...i stood out in the cold for like, an hour or two freezing and i almost cried i was so dissapointed when we had to leave and i hadnt seen the beautiful ms scabbia. =( but you know, its okay...theyll be other times, and i met 3/6 of them. id say thats doing pretty well.
I miss my man. SO MUCH. hes on deployment right now, for two weeks. he comes back in 8 days(and counting) i cant wait to be in his arms again. he makesme feel like theres nothing wrong with the world. TIme stands still for me when we kiss. Hes perfect for me. i hate being away fromhim. hate it. Its really pathetic, honestly. i dont know what to do with myself when were not together, and hes the same way. were both just lost without eachother.
I miss my best friend too. Kelly. i feel like were growing apart. Shes been spending alot of time with this girl alex. Alex is a sweet girl,.but its like, EVERY SINGLE TIME i ask her to do something she has to bring her along. and that would be fine with me you know, an addition to the best friends, but its not like i feel like were including her. i feel like im being pushed out. And i hate that feeling. i trust and love kelly mroe than anyone on the faceo f the earth, but now shes not got time for me, shes always with alex, and when we all three hang out, alex has a pissy attitude towards me, and they have all these inside jokes and things i dont know about. and now , even tho i asked kelly to apply at my job so we could work together, she didnt bother, she applied where alex works and now theyre going to work together. OH JOY! MORE TIME!
=( I LOVE KELLY. and i have no problem with alex but wtf is this leave amanda out shit???
*sneeze*
god. i just went and got myself a pepsi and a pickle.
i have so much shit on my mind. Mike(bf) kelly(best friend)
im thinking mike might propose to me on christmas or something.... i love him so much but that just makes me raelly nervous. im not sure im ready to settle down for the rest of my life with someone when ive yet to livemuch of it yet. theres so much more to experience. and when i getmarried to him. the baby will be immediate. im sure of that. and when i have akid. my life is over. *sigh* i can only hope theres no accidents. but whatever, i dont believe in abortion so if something happens, it will be taken care of accordingly. the baby will be kept and healthy and beautiful and happy.
*shrug* sigh*
now imjust goin on and on about stupid shit. sorry
Anyway.... img onna go. ive rambled enough. i love you guys<3 xo
ps davey is the fucking sex.
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one lives in england and is fucking HOT. but taken....*sigh*
the other one lives in like new york or something, i met them off of myspace, he has a huge AFI sleeve too...i swear if i wasn't like fucked in the head i would totally chase that kid...LOL.
oh and that is a fucking hot tattoo on guys. <3