Lust, caution vs Love, caution. I think I function better in lust mode rather than infatuated/love mode. I'm currently talking to two guys right now. One is potential boyfriend material, the other is strictly boy toy material, although I have a feeling I could break him & change that. I like both of them a lot; both have their pros & cons. On one hand, I want to be a good girl because bf guy has expressed his disdain for sluts & whores. He'd be so disappointed & pissed if he found out I was talking to another guy at the same time I'm talking to him. I was even thinking I might be infatuated with him because he makes me smile & I haven't smiled liked that in a long time. *sigh* I must admit, though, that I'm getting bored in our "getting to know each other" phase. I am so impatient & crazy! Grrr... But w/ boytoy guy, I enjoy the lust & flirty banter. He's sexy, sweet, charming & very yummy. The game is exciting & makes me feel desired, even if it's just for sex. Bf guy makes me feel desired as well, makes me feel beautiful. So why do I WANT the bad boy in my sexy boytoy even though I NEED the good guy in the other guy?
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My 2 cents on this is, have fun with both as long as you can, the chase is the best part of all of it. Once you overstep the bounds of flirting, the game changes and you will have to pick one....
besides, how do you know either one will really work out? flirting with two guys at once isn't cheating; you're not with either guy. and since guys are all about making the moves, I'd say you should hold out and be (unfortunately) patient and see what happens with mr. sexy bad bad. either way, as long as they're cute and willing...you've already won.
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