So I've noticed while intoxicated in various ways and to various stages that I generally seem to be a much different person. More like the person I think I want to be normally, without the help of anything else like a substance. Why? Why is it that I can't bring this forth without the help of something else chemically removing the barriers keeping it at bay? Why do I feel I want to be this way more often? Funny how the mind works when it is not in it's usual state isn't it?