Currently listening to: The Cure "Lullaby"
Wierd dream.... wierd as fuck like always. I have these dreams like I would say once a month to every other month. I dream I am a demon or some other being created of evil. Sometimes a monster, a vampire, some other beastthat prays apon others... In all the dreams, I am and know, that I am a creature of evil yet my acts in my dreams are nobel and brave. No Im not gothic by the way. In my dreams I rise up in the power that is cursed/gifted to me and cast down injustice, evil, and the things that I myself consider not right or I will rise up and defend those that are my friends in my dream. Last night was by far the wierdest of all. Wierder than the one where I was actually a demon in it. Though for all I know that what I might of been in my dream. So in this dream I am some how transported somewhere with three beautiful whiches. They are just my friends. I know in dream thats its a different place and farther back in a different time period yet it doesnt look that way, everything looks like it is today. It dark "gothic" looking, and constantly raining torrents. Skipping to the end, this one that I am aparently in love with (dont know why? really fricken wierd if you ask me. and we are all aparently friends) Is doing this ritual to bring us back to where we belong. It seems we are in this Tremere chantry (from the old vampire the masquarade pc game about the brujah) and as these three nude (dont ask why it doesnt make sense to me) the one I am in love with is the center of the ritual, this massive beast rises up to strike her down. Seeing this, I turn into this monstrosity and rise up against it, instantly flying at it (this thing being a few hundrad yards abreast) to attack it and protect her. Then my alarm clock rings and Im saved by the bell. Crazy. These dreams usually dont make sense to me. I dont really notice a pattern of happens the night before. Hell I didnt eat anything last night so I doubt it was the "spicy" theory. What was up with the whitch I was suposedly in love with? I dont even agree with whitches and only met one who is a friend. Most I cant stand. Lately been playing "splinter cell" on my x-box so it isnt a video game and I havent really watched any wierd animes lately or movies that would provoke strange dreams.... But like I said, I have these dreams about once a month or every other month where I turn into something inherently evil but I as myself (though my acts may be evil in core) have nobel actions, usually of protection of other... though through very painful and violent means agianst those who tresspass against them.
ANYONE CAN EXPLAIN WTF THATS ABOUT!?
work was boring, sucked, rode my harley to work, was fun. sold some stuff at work, was cool. now bout to work out, there.
thats sums up my day. sorry for the long post. now to copy and paste on my other journals.
Wierd dream.... wierd as fuck like always. I have these dreams like I would say once a month to every other month. I dream I am a demon or some other being created of evil. Sometimes a monster, a vampire, some other beastthat prays apon others... In all the dreams, I am and know, that I am a creature of evil yet my acts in my dreams are nobel and brave. No Im not gothic by the way. In my dreams I rise up in the power that is cursed/gifted to me and cast down injustice, evil, and the things that I myself consider not right or I will rise up and defend those that are my friends in my dream. Last night was by far the wierdest of all. Wierder than the one where I was actually a demon in it. Though for all I know that what I might of been in my dream. So in this dream I am some how transported somewhere with three beautiful whiches. They are just my friends. I know in dream thats its a different place and farther back in a different time period yet it doesnt look that way, everything looks like it is today. It dark "gothic" looking, and constantly raining torrents. Skipping to the end, this one that I am aparently in love with (dont know why? really fricken wierd if you ask me. and we are all aparently friends) Is doing this ritual to bring us back to where we belong. It seems we are in this Tremere chantry (from the old vampire the masquarade pc game about the brujah) and as these three nude (dont ask why it doesnt make sense to me) the one I am in love with is the center of the ritual, this massive beast rises up to strike her down. Seeing this, I turn into this monstrosity and rise up against it, instantly flying at it (this thing being a few hundrad yards abreast) to attack it and protect her. Then my alarm clock rings and Im saved by the bell. Crazy. These dreams usually dont make sense to me. I dont really notice a pattern of happens the night before. Hell I didnt eat anything last night so I doubt it was the "spicy" theory. What was up with the whitch I was suposedly in love with? I dont even agree with whitches and only met one who is a friend. Most I cant stand. Lately been playing "splinter cell" on my x-box so it isnt a video game and I havent really watched any wierd animes lately or movies that would provoke strange dreams.... But like I said, I have these dreams about once a month or every other month where I turn into something inherently evil but I as myself (though my acts may be evil in core) have nobel actions, usually of protection of other... though through very painful and violent means agianst those who tresspass against them.
ANYONE CAN EXPLAIN WTF THATS ABOUT!?
work was boring, sucked, rode my harley to work, was fun. sold some stuff at work, was cool. now bout to work out, there.
thats sums up my day. sorry for the long post. now to copy and paste on my other journals.