The punchline to that story was that the next day I go to check our streak and snapchat is like your friend just added you on snapchat.
I'm like..
You delete me.
I have no ability to describe my state of mind even several hours later. But basically I can't work now because I'm so shook.
16 hours and all that bullshit later
I'd been fuming at the gall of the CBSA lady for implying that I'm an idiot for not getting anything in return no matter that I'd made the situation very clear to them... So that's not the reaction I was expecting from DHS or CBSA in the first place... But like DHS just went through the motions without implying shit.
But then.. she deleted me..
Claims she doesn't know anything about that happening except that she only just a few minutes ago added me on one of her private stories which replayed the last 24 hours.
Idk at least the streak held
But as much as I want to care.. and I'm telling myself that I'm overreacting.. its like being shoved a step too far back. Having to think about why do I even care about this person.. which so many people have been asking me lately.
I'm really thinking that driving there was too much but regardless of my actual motives, a lark and to see what DHS would actually do or say (I'm a visible monitory driving an apparently nice car).. it's like wow what a meaningless and stupid thing I did for someone that legitimately doesn't give a shit.