So my 21st birthday is comming up, and birthdays have never been like amazing for me. But I think this one will be one of the hardest. There is a lot of things going on in the next few weeks. I am going to my first BIG LARP con ever. It is in SF and i am really excited and nervouse. I play the childer of my guy he is my sire so its a big deal for him to not be there. thats next weekend, the weekend after we are going camping for my birthday, we being my friends and I.
Just with all the stuff going on that I just really wish that he could be home. I also know i am lucky and i jsut got to see him and i am also lucky that at least for now he is safe but it is hard.
non of my friends understand what its like. all of there husbands are exmilitary and they were out pre them being together.
I love him with all my heart it just hurts some days more then others to be apart from him.
Just with all the stuff going on that I just really wish that he could be home. I also know i am lucky and i jsut got to see him and i am also lucky that at least for now he is safe but it is hard.
non of my friends understand what its like. all of there husbands are exmilitary and they were out pre them being together.
I love him with all my heart it just hurts some days more then others to be apart from him.