ramble.
im scared and confused
happy and lost
never thought at 22 i would be who i am
i love me but these demons inside me
keep trying to kill me!
what did i do to deserve being this
bi polar. crap. i love me
everyday is so unknown
i just always hope i can
control myself.
the medication made it worse
im happy i can leave the house again
being scared of the world
really changes who you are.
my flaws made me this.
someone no one really knows
they cant.
i never can be me.
i love me.
im lucky i have him
he understands and
rolls with the punches <3
i blended in to the crowd.
i remember it all
but im not really remembered.
my body gave up on me
im fighting this pain
but at the end of everyday
i have to still love me..
i am a amazing lady
im scared and confused
happy and lost
never thought at 22 i would be who i am
i love me but these demons inside me
keep trying to kill me!
what did i do to deserve being this
bi polar. crap. i love me
everyday is so unknown
i just always hope i can
control myself.
the medication made it worse
im happy i can leave the house again
being scared of the world
really changes who you are.
my flaws made me this.
someone no one really knows
they cant.
i never can be me.
i love me.
im lucky i have him
he understands and
rolls with the punches <3
i blended in to the crowd.
i remember it all
but im not really remembered.
my body gave up on me
im fighting this pain
but at the end of everyday
i have to still love me..
i am a amazing lady
ruckandmaul:
look up a life of agony song. its called "lost at 22''.