If you knew you had 5 years (at most) left to live? Would your life look different if you weren't working towards a future? What if, after living as though you only had 5 years, you suddenly found out that you actually have 20+ years - would you regret living the way you had?
What if you knew you could live a long life but only on a drug that changed your personality, or live a short but unstable life as yourself?
What if you could no longer tell the difference between who you are, what is the illness, and who the drugs make you?
What if you asked these questions aloud, would anyone find them interesting at all??