…to look forward to the end of the holidays? I know it's a happy time for so many people, so it feels like an incredibly selfish wish; but it's also a terribly painful time for many others. Ugh, so many ugly Christmas memories. I'd like to erase them all, and make new ones, but I feel bogged down by the Ghosts of Trauma Past.
I have sent more mail to the people I send mail to. That always cheers me up. Nothing to do but keep putting one foot in front of the other, and not entertaining the grim fantasies.
Thank you as always to the people who share their beautiful thoughts, (and beautiful bodies ;) ) . SG never fails to make my day a little brighter. I hope every once in a while I return the favor… Much love to you all, beautiful people. - Zak