When you make such a huge commitment to a friend and finally allow them to be in the "inner circle" you come to expect a lot from them. I'm the kind of person that doesn't let many people into that inner circle, never let people get too close. I have tons of acquaintances but very few friends and I like it that way. I'm also completely loyal to my friends and would do anything for them. Being that they've gone through the ringer before they're considered my friend, I hold them to a higher standard. So, when they let me down I can be particularly vicious and I am unapologetic for it. Of course, I don't mean over something petty but if you wanna do something shady in regards to me, you better think twice. In this new year, I have decided on my resolution to be to do away with all fake friends and flakes. I'm letting the anger go and trying to open myself up to new people that may possibly reach my inner circle one day. Also, I'll be moving to LA soon, so if anyone is out that way hit me. (cool people only, ha ha) My pug, Cali, will always be there for me