Helllo ladies & gents!
As the title states I have recently made the decision to work as a cam model on myfreecams. There have been a lot of circumstances that have caused me to make this decision. I'd say the most important reason is because I'm finally ready to attempt loving myself.
There have been a lot of things in my life that have attributed to my lower self confidence (when I was a teenager I was extremely confident and outgoing). Unfaithful men in my life probably being the biggest contributor. Not only this, but I also suffer from both anxiety and depression. The double whammy!
I definitely had no intention of this being an invitation to my pity party. That I can promise you. I can guarantee I'm not the only lady struggling with these issues. This is basically my space to write down my thoughts as I fight my biggest enemy, myself.
Basically, camming is an outlet to express myself, and meet new people who will not only get to see me in my rawest state, but that will also get to know me on such a personal level.
More than anything I think I'm excited to meet new people from different walks of life. It's going to be challenging to overcome my anxiety, but I think once I break out of my shell this whole experience will be so beneficial.
Wish me luck loves!