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like i said.
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chuba:
I agree wholeheartedly,

These friendships and comraderies we all creat on the web are designed to exist in this way only...don't look behind you. surreal
wheezy_e:
That's ok. I just assume there's all manner of reckless, torrid and criminal behavior going on. I've been absent again & missed a few journals. frown

You should request a little NO2 with your O2. smile


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in two days a social worker comes to evaluate me to see if i'm disabled enough for a state-sanctioned slave. seriously, though. it'll be cool having someone to do my bidding in the form of random errands and heavy lifting around the apartmetn while i cruise the interweb and write zingy little poem drafts. i guess. skull
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brankauti:
Hopefully a yummy eye-candy houseboy, preferably with an accent. Nothing like daydreaming. . .
aspasia:
I wish I could come visit and we could go to the beach. smile
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computer is 3/4ths broken. that's 1/4th fixed. got to get in and get out. (not a bad motto for many things in life, it seems.) more when i can!!!!!!!!

<3
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stompbox:
I hate computers. Mainly because I've come to depend on them so much. Last night mine started randomly beeping like an ambulance, I think it thinks it was overheating.

Anyway, hurry back or you'll miss the party.
twinkie:
While I like to encourage people to write....I also know it's a rough livin'. I beg everyone to keep their day jobs!! Actually writing the thing is bad enough, and then the publishing world is pretty gross, too...

That said, throw on some new pay cable and get crankin! tongue
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disclaimer: i have no desire to attend a rennaisance fair, nor did i ever possess this desire.

more nostalgia. it's these humid, noisy city nights. dreaming of old dangers, craving toward new ones. biologically speaking, desire is just a different take on fear. a different slant to the same basic fight-or-flight response. heavy breathing, dilated pupils, flushing - it's all the same. this is why...
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zcxzcxzcxzcxzxcz:
Bright Eyes' Lover I Dont Have To Love is special.

smile
zcxzcxzcxzcxzxcz:
you knows it
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slight revision.


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incorrigible:
i AM a princess of luxury. dreaming or not is up for interpretation.

i will read it.
incorrigible:
acting as if you bathe in excess daily, but are just slumming it, at the moment, in your sweats, is a great way to live.

ooooh. you must use the phrase "they lay spent" a lot in the bodice ripping genre. i should try writing one of those!!!

edited to add numorous commas.

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it's weird to be kinda crazy yet kinda holding it together at the same time.

a lot of my friends are like this.

i suppose everyone is to whatever degree.

today i feel all nostalgic for friends i haven't seen in a long time. i think it's the weather. spring.

it's all about people who love/can be loved without specific expectations or agenda.

i feel...
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opticnerve:
I've been told that I look like Adrian Tomine, only with chubby cheeks. Argh.

Yeah, about the sordid bit. I can get the sex stuff easy, that's not a problem. It's the whole relationship thing that I have trouble with. frown
twinkie:
I feel drunk. It means I need to eat. Oh what to eat!!!!!!

You know my eyeballs are ready for your words, whenever you are ready to send them. You're not allowed to send schlock, though. That's just not lady like.

I kid. I trust it is not schlock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!l
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ok

that was a really, really, really bad cut of meat.

i tried.
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incorrigible:
aw, way to try! i like to call people who deliver that sort of thing to my house. it's usually better than what i call steak.
sky:
heya,
latest reply ever but i just wanted to say a great big thankyou for the comment on my sonic and tails set. I'm sorry it's taken me so long, (a month!), to get back to you. I was really busy with university frown
xox
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wheezy_e:
It looks like a super place, I hope that it brings you both some great years. I've got a fetish for neighborhoods with unruly power lines like that. I think nowadays superior electrical insulation tends to keep the travelling spirits trapped in the wires and whatnot. You know how the lights always flicker when they come and go, right? Never happens in newer neighborhoods.
chuba:
POetry
now finds as many directions as any media. If I laugh or enjoy it for any reason, I try and force myself to examine with less pretension. My pretensions are my ego is my self loathing blahblahbl-god I feel fat when i talk
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new experiments

1) love le boi unconditionally, stop judging him

2) stop hating life and living in despair. so i can't go to my friend's art opening tonight because i can't stand up. so fucking what. dwelling on that creates negativity which, i do believe, may just kill cell tissue and pull health further out of alignment. therefore, must implement a pma - that's right...
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incorrigible:
these are challenges we all face. PMA is a constant battle of mine.
as are movie channels.
good luck.
wheezy_e:
I wish you well with the pma. I have an abundance of it lately, wish I could pop some in the mail to you. In my opinion what you really need is an akm, an ass-kicking-mindset. See if killbill is on hbo or something...

The idea of unconditional love confuses me. If I could love somebody no matter what they did or said, I'd not really be loving them at all. In other words, if they could be a completely different person and I'd still love them which of them is the object of my love? Well, neither, they just happen to be around while I'm a loving everything machine. I think literally "unconditional" love wouldn't actually be love, but rather some sort of individual emotional problem. Don't tell Jesus I said that though.