sheesh. i havent been on the internet in like a week. i dontk now whats wrong with me.
well an update on me: life has been sucking lately. really confusing. the new "guy"....yea idk. sooo soo very complicated. i fall for people too fast. i knew it was too good to be true. ugh.
so heres the sitch. hes 27. i think if he were younger it might be better. anyways, hes just out of a 4 year relationship. i knew that going into this. but i still, i cant help my feelings. he just made me feel happy. and not to mention uber foxy. not to mention i just got my period so the last two days have consisted on me crying my eyes shut. i went to his apartment to talk about things. i felt bad cuz i was crying and i made him feel bad. im like its cuz im on the rag! lol. i jsut dont really know anymore. i like him a lot, but hes not all here. he wants to take things day by day. which is fine, but i dont know if i want to wait for nothing. ya know? i wish i would have met him like 3months from now. so he can be over his ex. it sucks. ive cried over this man already. wahts wrong with me? fuck. fuckk
well an update on me: life has been sucking lately. really confusing. the new "guy"....yea idk. sooo soo very complicated. i fall for people too fast. i knew it was too good to be true. ugh.
so heres the sitch. hes 27. i think if he were younger it might be better. anyways, hes just out of a 4 year relationship. i knew that going into this. but i still, i cant help my feelings. he just made me feel happy. and not to mention uber foxy. not to mention i just got my period so the last two days have consisted on me crying my eyes shut. i went to his apartment to talk about things. i felt bad cuz i was crying and i made him feel bad. im like its cuz im on the rag! lol. i jsut dont really know anymore. i like him a lot, but hes not all here. he wants to take things day by day. which is fine, but i dont know if i want to wait for nothing. ya know? i wish i would have met him like 3months from now. so he can be over his ex. it sucks. ive cried over this man already. wahts wrong with me? fuck. fuckk
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don't worry about it though cause love thats how it always works out, but a lil advice, dont rush it cause again at the end you will be on your rag crying cause you rushed it... he will come around.