My very loved SG Land, I'm alive. Don't you worry...
I get out of the fucking tests week. It was awful, I did terrible in all of them but one. This semester has been HELL for me, can't wait for it to end, and all my grades are damn low!
And I feel kinda smashed, Idk... it's weird. I know there are good things and I appreciate them, it's just that I've been feeling like I need more time. I'm letting myself go with the crowd, so I need to move fast and keep it going.
On the other hand, I met a lil' girl today, Emily, she's 13 years old, and she was very nice, talked a lot to me, showed interested by the things I said, smiled at me, play along a bit with me, and even made a drawing a gave it to me. I felt very good and special. So, suddenly I started thinking and realized that that's exactly what I need. Maybe it will help, who knows?
I remember, 3 years ago, I used to smile at people (random ppl I don't even know), greet nicely the watchmen, doormen, handymen and also talked to them just a lil bit. So that way, they could smile and have a better day thinking that there IS people that notice them, what they do, and treat them nicely, and that way they feel better, smile a bit... We don't know about other people's problems, and they have to work hard, it's not that they like what they do ('cause I don't think someone would enjoy a job where you are sweeping all day, or just stand up watchin ppl passing by), but that's the best they could get, and they have to do it cuz they need to. And somehow it helped me as well.
Lately I've been very agressive, I give bad replies, I stay away from people, I barely talk, I walk as fast as possible (and if I don't get noticed, even better), I don't even look at people's face, not just their faces... I just don't look, I'm in my own bubble. So maybe I need to get that old habbit again; I also think like I need to meet new people, I need something fresh, talk to new people, hear their stories, share things... It's not like I don't like my friends, I LOVE THEM. It's just that hearing, getting to know new people is something I've always liked and enjoyed doing.
It's not like a BIG BIG thing, but it brings good results. I guess we all are too involved with ourselves, our problems, things to do, and don't give time to us, time to mankind, time to share, time to share a smile...
* Why giving a Frown when you can give a Smile?*
We all have bad days, but smiling helps and it brings positive energy. So why not doing something easy that is so good to all of us?
xoxo
*~Karito~*
I get out of the fucking tests week. It was awful, I did terrible in all of them but one. This semester has been HELL for me, can't wait for it to end, and all my grades are damn low!
And I feel kinda smashed, Idk... it's weird. I know there are good things and I appreciate them, it's just that I've been feeling like I need more time. I'm letting myself go with the crowd, so I need to move fast and keep it going.
On the other hand, I met a lil' girl today, Emily, she's 13 years old, and she was very nice, talked a lot to me, showed interested by the things I said, smiled at me, play along a bit with me, and even made a drawing a gave it to me. I felt very good and special. So, suddenly I started thinking and realized that that's exactly what I need. Maybe it will help, who knows?
I remember, 3 years ago, I used to smile at people (random ppl I don't even know), greet nicely the watchmen, doormen, handymen and also talked to them just a lil bit. So that way, they could smile and have a better day thinking that there IS people that notice them, what they do, and treat them nicely, and that way they feel better, smile a bit... We don't know about other people's problems, and they have to work hard, it's not that they like what they do ('cause I don't think someone would enjoy a job where you are sweeping all day, or just stand up watchin ppl passing by), but that's the best they could get, and they have to do it cuz they need to. And somehow it helped me as well.
Lately I've been very agressive, I give bad replies, I stay away from people, I barely talk, I walk as fast as possible (and if I don't get noticed, even better), I don't even look at people's face, not just their faces... I just don't look, I'm in my own bubble. So maybe I need to get that old habbit again; I also think like I need to meet new people, I need something fresh, talk to new people, hear their stories, share things... It's not like I don't like my friends, I LOVE THEM. It's just that hearing, getting to know new people is something I've always liked and enjoyed doing.
It's not like a BIG BIG thing, but it brings good results. I guess we all are too involved with ourselves, our problems, things to do, and don't give time to us, time to mankind, time to share, time to share a smile...
* Why giving a Frown when you can give a Smile?*
We all have bad days, but smiling helps and it brings positive energy. So why not doing something easy that is so good to all of us?
xoxo
*~Karito~*
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stillbreathing:
Rock on indeed...Smile awayyyyyyy...
tchalla:
Sometimes retreating to your bubble is the best way for you to recharge and get a well deserved break. Embrace your bubble and kick anyone in that kidney if the are trying to burst it