Ok so first of all I want to say if you have commented and I am not following please comment and let me know. I try and follow everyone who likes or comments. Ok now to the main ordeal. So I posted me and my wife are having some issues. Well I'm on the fence here. I wont lie, I'm a very logical person I do my best to not let my emotions interfere with my decision and thinking. I have had a rough past and I learned you need to think things through before letting g your emotions take over. So which leads me to my problem. Dont get me wrong here I love my wife. Hell I married her and to me my word is my bond. When things are great they are amazing yet our first 3 months she cheated on me and I forgave her. Then i caught her talking to her ex after she told me she would talk to him and I forgave her then. After that she was flirting with her coworker through text who is also married and I also forgave her. The recent thing is that I seen she was texting someone who was named carebear on her phone. Turns out is was her coworker. (It was apparently a nickname his wife gave him) I flipped out. I asked to read the messages and i will say it was mostly just her venting about us. Normally I would be okay with that but he sent a massage saying that I just wish I could hold you right now. Now she never said yes or no to that just left it. But to me that was not ok. We are married and she should have told him that wasnt ok. So now we are in a limbo, she says she is going to never let it happen again and we are going to therapy but to me it's like I have given you 3 chances to do right and i keep getting my heart broken trying. So am I in the wrong here. Should I see she wants to change (which I think she does) but to me it's like I have already give you the chance. Now that I have said I'm done she wants to say it's going to be different even though she has said that before. It's like if someone told me this from the outside I would say leave but since it's my relationship I'm on the edge.
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