i love the fact that i have met soooo many amazeing people from being an SG. it has been a true learning experience. i have not been feeling very loved lately on here tho. i have decided to sell most of my belongings since material items no longer have much meaning to me. i would rather pay my way out of this hole i have gotten myself into. i am selling all my sg mags n books n dvds and clothes on ebay as well as alot of my photography and photoshop books and dvds n vhs and half my wardrobe. i am closeing down my jersey suicide myspace page as well as my fallen angel myspace page. im tired of hideing behind nick names they say one can only be at peace finally when called by its right name. and i need peace in my life. i cant take big brother n big sister watching n judgeing my every move n not takeing the time to actually get to know me and what i am about. i have battled with drug addiction and other addictions. i am not afraid to admit this to the world. but i have risen above all that my next mission is to quit smokeing cigs and to get rid of my sugar and caffine addictions and get my butt in shape. my husband is out on the AT and my lack of physical ability as of the moment and my love to posess fancy things is keeping me away from him. i have re evaluated my life alot lately since my husband is on a soul searching trip. i figured i should do some soul searching of my own. i am sorry to announce that once sg allows me to remove my most recent set in MR 10:30 midnight i will be removeing it. . i have learned that i value the people i have met in real life and are my real friends. i have been deleteing alot of people from my life since i have gotten married and it feels good to only have a few real friends as aposed to a million fake friends. i would rather be truley loved by 1 then to be known and adored by many. i have found my true love and i have found a true meaning to my life. i may still have a little growning up to do but im only 27 give me time i will learn. i can only take baby steps and learn from experience.
if anyone is intrested in any of my clothes or my sg items or dvds or photography or photoshop books go to http://shop.ebay.com/merchant/jerseychil
if anyone is intrested in any of my clothes or my sg items or dvds or photography or photoshop books go to http://shop.ebay.com/merchant/jerseychil
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For me a name really has no meaning, its just a name, a way to identify something or some one, you can call me Nikon, you can call me Jason, you can call me Lonnie, or you can call me what ever name you want to give me, it really has no meaning or substance for me, I am not my name, my name does not define me, I define my name, to me a name doesnt tell me anything about some one.
My life has always been one big soul searching advancer , good luck on yours.
I have to say that the friends I have made on SG are more friends to me then about 90% of the people I have met in real life and they have helped me see who I really am and helped me to see the world the way it is, I know more about me and have become a better person because of the people I have met on SG.