I really don't understand most people at all i just get baffled by there actions. Lol i guess its my mentality or the environment I have surrounded myself with trying to find a meaning to life or a justification in all this madness that is the world. I just feel out of place and its fucking frustrating. man i ain't cut out for this bull shit I really cant surround my self with some thing that makes me feel so damned worthless I have to find a new path and i have an idea of what to do but i feel so damned defeated that i dont know its progression for me to go that way or if ill just slip further down in to the bull shit. all i do know i need to find some people that dont bring me down like the fucks i work
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