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shoot its time to reenlist and i dont know how long i should do it for if i go for six more years ill be half way done with my twenty years and two years in to my second ten at that point i should finish up . I also would have to deal with a smug prick that thinks he is a gift to...
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well today was a good up until the end of the day then it went to shambles i really dont get it why do people insist on doing shit half ass then make up an excuses man dumb makes me pissed

im completely assed out tired from work im fine with the physical side of things i push pallets till i cant stand ill throw cargo all day. But what gets to me is the mental side of it shit I just cant wrap my mind around but a person sit there and watches as you scream at some one right next to them for doing...
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man i hare paper work and thats all i did today such a bummer

man I guess today was alright though it was a idle day and that kinda stunk but hell it was still a good day all in all
but this whole not flying sucks that the best part of my job oh well theres always tomarrow

well today was boring but atleast thats good

I really don't understand most people at all i just get baffled by there actions. Lol i guess its my mentality or the environment I have surrounded myself with trying to find a meaning to life or a justification in all this madness that is the world. I just feel out of place and its fucking frustrating. man i ain't cut out for this bull...
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man this place just saps the energy right out of you and it makes getting motivated to run a royal pain i guess i just got put my nose to the grind stone and quit bitchin about this place