Okay so I apologise this blog isn't going to be very funny or interesting just mainly me whinging about how pathetic I am.
And it goes a little something like this a few years ago I was friends with this amazing girl who had strong feelings for me but at the time I was adamant that I was straight despite the fact that we flirted outrageously, when we touched it was electric and one day we even shared a kiss...I kept denying her my whole attention and my full affection and one day unsurprisingly she lost interest in me. She has an amazing girlfriend who makes her happier than I have ever seen her and don't get me wrong I am happy for her that she's found that. But the day she lost interest me was the day she left me alone with a ticking time bomb, one that over the last few months finally went off. Now I know I am attracted to women and that back then I was in love with her. Now that I 've realised it though, I feel like I've lost the only person that could have helped me make sense of how I was feeling, teach me about the bi girl/lesbian scene and how to navigate my way through the many aspects of being a bi/lesbian girl nowadays. I guess I just feel really lonely atm and don't really know how to meet girls that might lack me back. Humph I am pathetic!
And it goes a little something like this a few years ago I was friends with this amazing girl who had strong feelings for me but at the time I was adamant that I was straight despite the fact that we flirted outrageously, when we touched it was electric and one day we even shared a kiss...I kept denying her my whole attention and my full affection and one day unsurprisingly she lost interest in me. She has an amazing girlfriend who makes her happier than I have ever seen her and don't get me wrong I am happy for her that she's found that. But the day she lost interest me was the day she left me alone with a ticking time bomb, one that over the last few months finally went off. Now I know I am attracted to women and that back then I was in love with her. Now that I 've realised it though, I feel like I've lost the only person that could have helped me make sense of how I was feeling, teach me about the bi girl/lesbian scene and how to navigate my way through the many aspects of being a bi/lesbian girl nowadays. I guess I just feel really lonely atm and don't really know how to meet girls that might lack me back. Humph I am pathetic!
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I found an amazing girl on one of those dating apps the lucky one out of goodness knows how many fails!!
Don't lose hope and don't blame urself if things don't work.. Ur a babe with a personality that many like&love!
I hope ur first girl will be patient and kind and guide u through all that u need.
Ur totally lovable And if UK fails u come to Australia hehe x