So this will be interesting for a blog post from me.... here we go!
My grandma died this past week (please no condolences, I've had enough on that front) which means I went home. Saw some friends, noticed how much things have changed. Saw family, realized how messed up that whole situation can be.
Saw a girl I had/have a huge thing for, and came to the conclusion that nothing will ever come of it. And now we have my current situation. I just talked with her, a very motivational, "I have tons of faith in you and you can do anything" style conversation about changing her life around. About halfway though said conversation, she stated that she had no idea why I have such faith in her and why I would hepl her in any way I could. It took my all to not blurt out that I have feelings for her as my reasoning.
Now a little back story here: This is the girl that I have essentially become friends with over the years, tried going out with, watched her ruin a year of her life with a terrible boyfriend, and then hear how all of her friends are confessing their feelings to her and how it creeps her out.
So yeah, don't want to take that path. but she somewhat knows that I'm in that boat. Go me.
What do I do? Where do I go from here?
And just so people know, if anyone reads this, it's a blog so I'm venting. Not meant to be anything else.
My grandma died this past week (please no condolences, I've had enough on that front) which means I went home. Saw some friends, noticed how much things have changed. Saw family, realized how messed up that whole situation can be.
Saw a girl I had/have a huge thing for, and came to the conclusion that nothing will ever come of it. And now we have my current situation. I just talked with her, a very motivational, "I have tons of faith in you and you can do anything" style conversation about changing her life around. About halfway though said conversation, she stated that she had no idea why I have such faith in her and why I would hepl her in any way I could. It took my all to not blurt out that I have feelings for her as my reasoning.
Now a little back story here: This is the girl that I have essentially become friends with over the years, tried going out with, watched her ruin a year of her life with a terrible boyfriend, and then hear how all of her friends are confessing their feelings to her and how it creeps her out.
So yeah, don't want to take that path. but she somewhat knows that I'm in that boat. Go me.
What do I do? Where do I go from here?
And just so people know, if anyone reads this, it's a blog so I'm venting. Not meant to be anything else.