So, I almost feel like I could put "bill paying" up there on the list of adrenaline rushes. Not b/c it's so rare, but because it can be so taxing. It's hard to keep my writing nice. Fight or flight response, can't run, but punching my accounting book just doesn't seem to help...I don't know what will work, but I'm figuring out what isn't. The status quo sucks. I feel a need to make a change, but when you have to consider mortgage, benefits, and all that other stuff, it can be"mind bottling"...then you put the bottle on a shelf and take it down later. Take a sip, and decide it's till not the right time, so you put the cap back on and set it aside.
Who's the loser: the one who gives up hope on their dream, or the one who blindly follows it forever?
Who's the loser: the one who gives up hope on their dream, or the one who blindly follows it forever?