Well the countdown has begun for real.
Two weeks and 2 days.
Then I will be married.
WOW.
I'm not sure that I'm mature enough for this. It also crosses my mind that after being with this person for 12 years, through mental illness and a fatal vehicle accident, maybe I should grow up make a commitment to something other than my devotion to pills, Diet Pepsi, and ferrets.
I think I'm terrified, but luckily I'm too numb to feel it.
Goodnite, SGLand.
Two weeks and 2 days.
Then I will be married.
WOW.
I'm not sure that I'm mature enough for this. It also crosses my mind that after being with this person for 12 years, through mental illness and a fatal vehicle accident, maybe I should grow up make a commitment to something other than my devotion to pills, Diet Pepsi, and ferrets.
I think I'm terrified, but luckily I'm too numb to feel it.
Goodnite, SGLand.
devilsreject:
sober up and deal with it now, it's much harder to deal with it later.