Spoke too soon. Quit my job the same week I started it. I hadn't realised just how much work it was and I knew quite quickly I really wasn't up to it. I can't focus on that many things at once, and I can't stand dealing with that many strangers, I'm not a people person. Yesterday was such a strain that I ended up bawling and then walking through the thunderstorm to Chun's place which took almost an hour.
I'm not proud of myself. I wish I was someone who could handle having a job like that but I can't. I can't do fast paced, on your toes constantly kind of work. I'm an easy paced kind of person, I don't thrive under pressure. I get squished under it.
Not thinking too far ahead but I'm going job hunting on Friday even if I don't feel like it. I'll just go into the city and hand out my resume to places looking for people that don't seem like they would be too much strain to work at. Even if I'm not feeling my best I really can't afford to sit around. How I wish I could. I feel so often at the moment I'm holding myself together with string.
I'm not proud of myself. I wish I was someone who could handle having a job like that but I can't. I can't do fast paced, on your toes constantly kind of work. I'm an easy paced kind of person, I don't thrive under pressure. I get squished under it.
Not thinking too far ahead but I'm going job hunting on Friday even if I don't feel like it. I'll just go into the city and hand out my resume to places looking for people that don't seem like they would be too much strain to work at. Even if I'm not feeling my best I really can't afford to sit around. How I wish I could. I feel so often at the moment I'm holding myself together with string.