Dear Diary,
One year down. Three months to go. I wish I could decide to either get out or re-up. If I re-up its off to Japan. If I get out its off to Utah College of Massage Therapy / Park City.
Today we lost a girl to suicide. She drank some Iraqi fertilizer to avoid having to marry a fatass prick that told the terp it wasnt so bad because he can get a new wife. She was 16 and very beautiful. She died in the most painful way and nothing we did seemed to help.
I want to go swimming so bad that I'll stand in the showers with my eyes closed and pretend I am swimming through the pool at my house. I swear that if I get out I'll never miss another ski season or summer again.
Matt
One year down. Three months to go. I wish I could decide to either get out or re-up. If I re-up its off to Japan. If I get out its off to Utah College of Massage Therapy / Park City.
Today we lost a girl to suicide. She drank some Iraqi fertilizer to avoid having to marry a fatass prick that told the terp it wasnt so bad because he can get a new wife. She was 16 and very beautiful. She died in the most painful way and nothing we did seemed to help.
I want to go swimming so bad that I'll stand in the showers with my eyes closed and pretend I am swimming through the pool at my house. I swear that if I get out I'll never miss another ski season or summer again.
Matt
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katya:
thank you
pistolita:
that was my favorite comment of all time. i'm so glad you got to see it. it warms my heart.