Tuesday Jun 01, 2004

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I want to move So bad.

I hate Phoenix. Its time for a change.

Im thinking either Chicago or Portland.

I really wish I could get the heck out of here frown

Its way to hot...I was never ment to live in a climate like this. I feel like I have the flu for 6 months because of the damn heat.

:sigh:
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irish_battousai:
boston is the perfect town but it might be too far
lukedreds:
I loved chicago when I visited a couple of years ago, but portland sounds like soo much fun smile it must be so tempting to move around loads in america - the uk is so small that really most places are pretty much all the same but you have like every imaginable kind of place.

i love the sun in the summer but i always get too hot, sleeping in the summer is the worst thing. give me cold any time. I went to an open air gig last night and everyone was sat around in jumpers and coats and there was me in a short sleeve cotton shirt!

Sunday May 23, 2004

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The weekend has been here and is almost gone frown

I was housesitting/teenager watching since Thursday. Alyssa is a good kid but we call her Furbie because she NEVER STOPS TALKING wink We just watched movies and ate popcorn. It was nice to spend time with her though. However, I haven't been home in 4 days and now I have so much to catch up on...laundry, cleaning,...
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lukedreds:
i hate that. how is it that even if you aren't really in your house it still gets messy??? surreal

what have you tried to help quit?? i've had a few friends quit and although some have found it easy others have found it really rough. the patches really seem to help and you can also get fake cigs that just have nicotine in but you just suck on them like normal cigs (only you don't light them) which has the benefit of dealing with the whole routeen thing too
kiss

Wednesday May 12, 2004

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I cut off almost all of my hair O=

I finally decided to just chop it and get back to my natural color. Fuck dying my hair every three weeks. Its going to be awhile before all of the black is cut out but atleast I am on my way smile

I was scared to do it though...didn't want to end up looking butch or anything...
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mothra:
I died my hair for way too long. Way to go, not worrying about the color of your hair is a good thing.
2coolforschool:
Congratulations on taking the first step

Sunday May 02, 2004

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Im going to go smoke a cigarette...

I'll write more when I get back.
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atomc:
hey sweetie...how are you??
kurtz:
you lied.......

Saturday May 01, 2004

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I just cracked my arm on the back of a chair shocked There is already a bruise forming.

Cheers to drunken debachary on Friday nights.
kurtz:
ouch!!! there will be much drunken debauchery on saturday night.....

Friday Apr 30, 2004

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Its a beautiful, breezy day here in Arizona. The sun is shining and I am not at work. Woooohoooo biggrin

Hopefully this weekend will be nice and lazy.

I got my hair cut yesterday. It looks super cute. I had her put lots of layers in it and make it all one length. Now I have lots and lots of curls! It makes me look older....
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Wednesday Apr 28, 2004

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Today was an awsome day! smile

Finally...

My best friend had a byopsy today and survided. Now we just hope for the best. She is at home recovering getting some TLC from her hubby. I love her so much and I told her just to stay positive and everything will be ok.

I talked to Wesley today and I am stoked! I thought for sure he...
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kurtz:
awesome days are awesome days...... cheers to you for those sweet moments in time..... tomorrow is the good day.....

Tuesday Apr 27, 2004

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I just got off the phone with a good friend that I don't get to speak to very often. Very awsome to hear from him. He's in one of my very favorite bands too smile

Tonight was a nice evening...Got to go to dinner with me best friend. Chips, salsa, and Margaritas are the best!

I really ought to go to bed but now im all...
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kurtz:
funny..... i had friends, chips, salsa and tecate earlier..... no margaritas for moi..... tequila makes me very undesirable..... you should get on AIM soon.... a vice of mine, but excusable..... hopefully....

Monday Apr 26, 2004

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I HATE being blown off.

Im tired of dealing with unthoughtful fucking people.

Two in one fucking night.

Im going to bed pretty pissed. Great.

mad
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ms:
Join SGAZ. Everyone gets blown, nobody gets blown-off.
kurtz:
some guy from across the country wants to speak with thee..... go figure.....

Saturday Apr 24, 2004

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love

"fear blew somewhere in the faraway now, this fear that had gripped my breathing when i lay in bed at night. watching the storm window. i just could not put down my telescope anymore and kept imagining my teeth breaking. i was having violent dreams where me and the other kids would commit horrible acts and then run away in guilt. i needed to put...
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jake1030:
i had a dream like that
kurtz:
a gal that digs explosions in the sky AND isis is gold in my book.... very nice, ma'am.....

Friday Apr 02, 2004

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eeek

Hmmm...Tis been awhile again!

Im sad again tonight. I miss Steve.

Break-ups are hard. Add on top of that uncertainty as to whether or not you made the correct decision and you get torture. Im torturing myself and I hate it. I can't be with someone who spends three hours per week with me...yet claims he misses me and cares for me soooo much. Actions...
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lukedreds:
ah. not quite yet - the house will be mine in a few weeks. the photos are from the sales leaflet that I originally picked up from the estate agents. but yup its an original victorian house built in 1800 with all the nice original features smile

the thing I found the wierdest was just things that we always used to do together like hanging out on sundays doing nothing and stuff like that. I just tried to keep busy cause obsessing about just makes you question the decision which deep down I knew was right anyway.
voiddragon:
yeah breakups sucks ass!! I broke up with my girl in sept and i know that lonelliness "not going to find one" vibe. that you are feeling. it's okay just surround yourself with friends and have an good time to get your mind off of him!! biggrin

Thursday Sep 25, 2003

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I suppose its time to update this bitch!

I really am that bad at keeping a journal...anyway, its nice to be back in the human race again. Work is for the birds...I hate how I cannot keep a happy medium. I am either working ALL the time or not enough. Ehhhh...

Im sitting here trying to decide whether or not I should work out...but I...
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suicidearmy:
hey i just thought you may be interested in my company check itout if you get a chance.

unit-e-productions
ms:
Peachcake at Modified tonight--8 pm. Be there. Booyah. Details in SGAZ. Fuck yah. If you have any questions you can call 602-790-3216 and ask for Mike.
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