Journal/ mediation
A new year is dawning, which I call it the most intense year of all. A greatest negative energy before we hit to the golden age, 2012, with complete positive energy. What does this mean, I don't know? It is said that children who were born in 80s-90s, 1 out of 4 are wanderers, indigos, star children. I regard myself as one of them. They are born here to find out the meaning of love.
Currently I felt there are two types of love: The wild natural sexual appetitie, where one say to himself life is freedom, there are no laws. The other type of love is virtue, a relationship that promotes self creation.
I'll give an example.
The wild type is someone who says to his current girlfriend, I want an open relationship and the other agrees, eventually comes to an agreement in sharing even there kinship/ family members. Like a particular culture, where there is only one woman in the village, a matriach.
the second I would like to discuss: virtue relationship. It is when the couple just love each other without fear, using each other as an energy of inspiration, catalyst, force to create and build something together that is meaningful, like Bruce Lee who created the foundation of Jeet Kune Do.
I believe our future is not determined yet, we as a world conciousness will either choose negative love or positive love, I am currently interested in this topic, which I don't know what is the meaning.
Something interesting I told my friend the other day; two kids approach me and say, 'can you guess what our names is, if you can I'll give you $5 dollar." I began to mediate, and then I said your name is...... 'Michael', and surprisingly I was correct, the kids were shocked. And then I began to mediate on the other kid's name. I said your name is "Ja Ja Ja...." and the kids began to become shocked when I look into their eyes again. I said, 'Ja - Ja-Ja son. Jason". The kids expression became normal again and said you're wrong but you were close. ) He then told me his name was Ja ke. JAke.
A new year is dawning, which I call it the most intense year of all. A greatest negative energy before we hit to the golden age, 2012, with complete positive energy. What does this mean, I don't know? It is said that children who were born in 80s-90s, 1 out of 4 are wanderers, indigos, star children. I regard myself as one of them. They are born here to find out the meaning of love.
Currently I felt there are two types of love: The wild natural sexual appetitie, where one say to himself life is freedom, there are no laws. The other type of love is virtue, a relationship that promotes self creation.
I'll give an example.
The wild type is someone who says to his current girlfriend, I want an open relationship and the other agrees, eventually comes to an agreement in sharing even there kinship/ family members. Like a particular culture, where there is only one woman in the village, a matriach.
the second I would like to discuss: virtue relationship. It is when the couple just love each other without fear, using each other as an energy of inspiration, catalyst, force to create and build something together that is meaningful, like Bruce Lee who created the foundation of Jeet Kune Do.
I believe our future is not determined yet, we as a world conciousness will either choose negative love or positive love, I am currently interested in this topic, which I don't know what is the meaning.
Something interesting I told my friend the other day; two kids approach me and say, 'can you guess what our names is, if you can I'll give you $5 dollar." I began to mediate, and then I said your name is...... 'Michael', and surprisingly I was correct, the kids were shocked. And then I began to mediate on the other kid's name. I said your name is "Ja Ja Ja...." and the kids began to become shocked when I look into their eyes again. I said, 'Ja - Ja-Ja son. Jason". The kids expression became normal again and said you're wrong but you were close. ) He then told me his name was Ja ke. JAke.