***tis the season for shit to get overwhelming! fa lalalla la la la la la.***
2 days ago my little bro lost his license. only for 20 days but damn, why did it have to be dec? big sis to the rescue.
i hate december. too much traffic, everyone is scrambling around like crazed comsumer junkies, waitng in 10 hours lines, stampedeing and selling souls for that perfect gift. i am just glad my shopping endevours were completed online. but i am still worried that the xmas crafts won't be completed in time. erich and i are trying, but he just got a second job, so 50-60 hrs a week went up to 80. no fun. we get about an hour when i get home from work (wich is never usually before midnight) before we pass out. and i would be lying if i said that i didn't miss the days when i could just go straight home.
so there's the 'i feel like a taxi' emotion that is tolling me, my wallet and my car who's front bumper seems to be snapping off more and more everytime i hit a bum(p), and then there's that intoxicating aroma of antifreeze that get's stronger on a daily basis. no good.
**i'm dreaming of a tight christmas...just like the ones my mom used to bitch about....**
money. everyone is tight on cash, i understand that. i saved up 300 bucks for xmas shopping. about 100 actually went towards it because the latter was used for bills. no good.
i'm balancing too many check books and i'm starting to get confused.
all day off, just me and the child today. we are going to do some painting, some errands and some feeding of the beasts.
in the end, someone's short-commings should not end up being my burden. all too often i feel they do. i've worked for what i've created and worked even harder to keep myself afloat. I don't expect nor do i relish the notion of having someone constantly standing behind me when i fall. Bruised and Scraped, I can pick myself back up on my own.
sometimes you're forced to get out and live.
venting is good. and don't think this is geared toward one particualr person, because it circles around different eras and errors of my being.
and i'll end with some super cute pics of my little BIG love.
and these are 2 that SHE took, shwing off her mad photo-skillz with my camera. she's gonna freak when she opens the fisher-price kid tech camera!!! oh i can't wait!
hope everyone is well and taking the holiday season in strides!
oh yeah, still have the PS3 and the dragons.
my female is separeted now and digging in her sandbox non-stop. she's got eggs. even if i don't sell her, the notion of having more baby dragons is cheering my up a bit, they are fun to raise. pics soonish.
2 days ago my little bro lost his license. only for 20 days but damn, why did it have to be dec? big sis to the rescue.
i hate december. too much traffic, everyone is scrambling around like crazed comsumer junkies, waitng in 10 hours lines, stampedeing and selling souls for that perfect gift. i am just glad my shopping endevours were completed online. but i am still worried that the xmas crafts won't be completed in time. erich and i are trying, but he just got a second job, so 50-60 hrs a week went up to 80. no fun. we get about an hour when i get home from work (wich is never usually before midnight) before we pass out. and i would be lying if i said that i didn't miss the days when i could just go straight home.
so there's the 'i feel like a taxi' emotion that is tolling me, my wallet and my car who's front bumper seems to be snapping off more and more everytime i hit a bum(p), and then there's that intoxicating aroma of antifreeze that get's stronger on a daily basis. no good.
**i'm dreaming of a tight christmas...just like the ones my mom used to bitch about....**
money. everyone is tight on cash, i understand that. i saved up 300 bucks for xmas shopping. about 100 actually went towards it because the latter was used for bills. no good.
i'm balancing too many check books and i'm starting to get confused.
all day off, just me and the child today. we are going to do some painting, some errands and some feeding of the beasts.
in the end, someone's short-commings should not end up being my burden. all too often i feel they do. i've worked for what i've created and worked even harder to keep myself afloat. I don't expect nor do i relish the notion of having someone constantly standing behind me when i fall. Bruised and Scraped, I can pick myself back up on my own.
sometimes you're forced to get out and live.
venting is good. and don't think this is geared toward one particualr person, because it circles around different eras and errors of my being.
and i'll end with some super cute pics of my little BIG love.
and these are 2 that SHE took, shwing off her mad photo-skillz with my camera. she's gonna freak when she opens the fisher-price kid tech camera!!! oh i can't wait!
hope everyone is well and taking the holiday season in strides!
oh yeah, still have the PS3 and the dragons.
my female is separeted now and digging in her sandbox non-stop. she's got eggs. even if i don't sell her, the notion of having more baby dragons is cheering my up a bit, they are fun to raise. pics soonish.
Love the pictures. Too cute!