esmee

ah ha. it wasn't true, her cell phone didn't work. give me a break, who wouldn't LOVE a call from me? i just paid my cable bill so i get to bask in the joy of uninterrupted service for at least another month. alls well that ends well. but...is this the end? dum-dum-dummm

i think my mom might be avoiding my phone calls. could anything be more of a clearer hint than your own mother not taking your calls?

I have been sitting here for over an hour, muddling my way through my seventh to last day at this boring idiot job. Im moving in with my insane boyfriend in 2 weeks and 2 days. And insane he is, quite certifiably. Thats one of his endearing traits. Second only to how incredibly amazing he is in bed, the way only a boy with shockingly...
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life randomly just getting older and uglier the more wrong turns i take, eventually ending up toothless and wrinkled in a trailer park blowing truckers for cigarette money.
i guess i could always settle for an office job again before that eventuality but i'm not sure which is worse.

i wish i could sleep.
i had a dumb dream.

this has been a very interesting year.

god damn ass hell.
must learn to just be quiet.

i gave you my heart and you gave me your old vacuum cleaner.
i fucking hate you.
love is for assholes.

boyfriend is leaving on friday forever. i'm not sure what to do...last night we were at a party at a bar and he said it's been really great meeting you and knowing you.
i suppose its better to be realistic. i just wish friday would hurry up and come. it sucks to just prolong this torture.

achoo