sigh.
all i do is read comics, or eat cereal and take baths, or paint and pretend like im doing just fine. im moving out to an apartment on my own, where i can have sex and not have to shh it.. well, given that i find someone who wants it.
i wont see ceecee (my cat) all summer, and i cant bare it. i know she will have grass and butterflies instead of carpet and plastic bags, but its still not ok to me. in all my plans, my first one-bedroom apartment would host a cat along side my lonliness.
but,
at least juice is good. ive had troubles making up my mind lately of who i am.. and this fucking website doesnt help that much. it only allows me to realize who i am not, and who i wish i were.. rather than my current self. im hoping summer will clear such complications, instead of allowing me to pacify them by self medicating.
ceecee is snoring under my chair, i think that means it is time to read another chapter of The Abandoned before sleeping.
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all i do is read comics, or eat cereal and take baths, or paint and pretend like im doing just fine. im moving out to an apartment on my own, where i can have sex and not have to shh it.. well, given that i find someone who wants it.
i wont see ceecee (my cat) all summer, and i cant bare it. i know she will have grass and butterflies instead of carpet and plastic bags, but its still not ok to me. in all my plans, my first one-bedroom apartment would host a cat along side my lonliness.
but,
at least juice is good. ive had troubles making up my mind lately of who i am.. and this fucking website doesnt help that much. it only allows me to realize who i am not, and who i wish i were.. rather than my current self. im hoping summer will clear such complications, instead of allowing me to pacify them by self medicating.
ceecee is snoring under my chair, i think that means it is time to read another chapter of The Abandoned before sleeping.
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ummmmmm.............the abandoned.......gleg?? who reads gleg heheheheee
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