well here it goes.
ive had a bit too much wine. god knows i needed it when i decided to gauge my ears from 14 to 0. so i apologize ahead of time.
ahem.
i will be spending what will at best become a year of tourture at college. in the middle of nowhere. gee golly gosh i am so lucky.
i am not kidding. 5 hours into nothingness. if you were to wake up after the car ride you would exclaim,"when the fuck did we pass suburban hell and bum-fuck nowhere?!?"
yeah, i know. there is always the option of personally negating societal pressures and not going but my thoughts on going were,"shit why the fuck not? i dont have anything better to do with myself." because i dont. i have no fucking clue what i really want to do with myself.
i have no passions. no lust for life. shit, i sound like i belong in a comercial for depression given i am currently on the most popular depressant of our generation.
to be continued
ive had a bit too much wine. god knows i needed it when i decided to gauge my ears from 14 to 0. so i apologize ahead of time.
ahem.
i will be spending what will at best become a year of tourture at college. in the middle of nowhere. gee golly gosh i am so lucky.
i am not kidding. 5 hours into nothingness. if you were to wake up after the car ride you would exclaim,"when the fuck did we pass suburban hell and bum-fuck nowhere?!?"
yeah, i know. there is always the option of personally negating societal pressures and not going but my thoughts on going were,"shit why the fuck not? i dont have anything better to do with myself." because i dont. i have no fucking clue what i really want to do with myself.
i have no passions. no lust for life. shit, i sound like i belong in a comercial for depression given i am currently on the most popular depressant of our generation.
to be continued
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teo:
Are you headed out to WSU? If you are, it isn't that bad, I had a friend who went to school there and I visited her a couple times and always had a good time. There are good people everywhere, you just need to be open to the experience of meeting them and giving whereever you are moving to a chance. If you start out resigned to the fact that you are going to be in Hell, then you will be in Hell. If you take a good attitude into a situation and approach it with an open mind, I bet you will be pleasently surprised about your new school. Whatever happens just remember that you still have a whole summer in wonderful Seattle before you have to go to school.
tinselclaus:
I missed you!