Dating... Sigh... So life as a single girl is kinda tough sometimes. It has its perks at times but can also be a boring, cold, lonely world at times too. I just do not know how to take it or where I fit in. All of a sudden I have met a man who has sort of caught me off guard and has sort of swept me off my feet in a way. I am very smitten and he seems to be too.
I am conflicted because the first time we met he said he is not ready for a relationship. I am trying to lay low. I am not pushing anything but he is the one who asks me to hang out every other day or two days in a row. I just dont know quite what to think or quite how to feel. He puts me at ease. We fit with each other like an old soft pair of comfotable jeans, or broken in boots. We can lay together listening to records and talking and laughing for hours. The sex is amazing but it is about more than that. He calls me beautiful every chance he gets and the way he makes me feelis hard to describe. I have not felt this way in a very long time. I have hope for us for the future but I am not holding my breath. I am trying to go with my instinct but that is hard for a girl who always listens to her heart. I do not know him well enough yet to know what his true motives or intentiins are yet. I guess you will have to stay tuned...