insecuritys are getting the best of me. frozen into inactivity, and swimming in my pool of denial. "sure its all going to work our", and " maybe if i turn to one of my distractions, i wont see the problem, that will steam roll my ass, into a pancake .................. or maybe a belgian waffel!" seem to be the ever present symptoms.
in this horrible year, ive come to realize i have some horrible idea of what it is im suposed to be. and in some horrible effort to achive this idea, ive cast aside all that brings me joy, and have left behind all that makes me the failure i am. so i dream of better days and not being in this world of crap ive made for my self.
but I'll get up and fly away, I'll get up and fly away.........sigh............fly away
in this horrible year, ive come to realize i have some horrible idea of what it is im suposed to be. and in some horrible effort to achive this idea, ive cast aside all that brings me joy, and have left behind all that makes me the failure i am. so i dream of better days and not being in this world of crap ive made for my self.
but I'll get up and fly away, I'll get up and fly away.........sigh............fly away
webigailboop:
don't have some idea of what you're suppossed to be, just let yourself become who you are.