This blog is going to be really, really bitchy so I'm just going to put it all in spoilers. And, for once, it has nothing to do with Valentine's Day!
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I can see now why John didn't want to tell any of his friends or co-workers that we are trying to have another baby. Some of my good friends have been very supportive and encouraging but it seems like I'm met more with hostility about it than anything else. It's mostly coming from aquaintances and their friends (complete strangers to me) but considering that I don't have that many close friends, it seems overwhelming.
I've gotten everything from the "Don't you think you have enough?" to "There are no such thing as butt babies" comments.
I mean, really people? How does ME having another kid affect you? Especially since you don't know my situation or my family. I don't see other people paying for my kids or even fucking raising them. Why the fuck would you even say shit like that to someone?
I am an only child. My husband comes from a fairly decent sized family of 5 kids. For me growing up, it was just me, my mom, and my grandma. I didn't have a large family and I didn't have any siblings to hate on. I've always wanted a large family (not like Catholic or Italian large but larger than what I had haha)
But really. I am sick of the fucking anti-baby comments. If you don't like it, keep your goddamn mouth shut.
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I'm also getting frustrating with trying to make a baby already. NO ONE can help me figure out if the bleeding I had after the IUD removal was the common removal bleeding or if it was an actual period. I've been trying to do my GoogleFu but all I come up with is conflicting stories.
For example, of all the forums and posts I've read, 90% of women had light to maybe moderate bleeding for 2-3 days starting exactly 3 days after removal. Then they had a period a week or two later. The other 10% had bleeding so heavy, that they were gushing through their pads, tampons, and clothing. Their bleeding lasted anywhere from 4-7 days. And a few claimed they had to get blood transfusions because the bleeding was so bad.
I fall into neither category. My bleeding was just like a period but lasted 3-4 days longer. If I knew whether or not it was a period, then I'd know for certain if I'm wasting my time taking all of these damn pregnancy tests. I haven't hit 5 weeks yet but I'm still testing negative. Not even a tiny hint of a positive. It's making me not want to test at all on Friday.
I know following the months after the IUD removal, your body fluctuates through a buttload of hormones (partly why I'm so pissy) you can get pregnancy-like symptoms up to a few months after removal. So I'm trying to logically explain to myself that everything I'm going through is probably just my body readjusting and that there is no way in hell I've gotten pregnant within the first month of removal.
As of right now, I just want to say fuck it and just not test on Friday at all.
And because this next part is about gaming that about 99.9% of you either don't care about or don't understand:
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I started raiding with the guild this weekend. I signed for Eternity Vault on Saturday. We did really well. We only wiped once on each boss and downed the bosses the second time. However, the last boss is severly bugged out on every mode so we weren't able to down him. He kept randomly reseting or had mind traps waiting for us even though we cleared them out before pushing him over. And my favorite: I was still being flung in the air when the guild pushed him over so when I dropped, I couldn't see anything. No guildies, no bosses, nothing.
We did an improptu Hard Mode EV on Sunday. We only cleared out the first 2 bosses before everyone had to go due to it being late. I'm hoping next week I'll be able to down Karagga's Palace and EV.