I sometimes feel like I have absolutely no idea what I am doing. My adult life started out just winging it like most people I guess. It wasn't until the spring of 2014 when I was fired from my job that I decided to finally get my shit together and start adulting better. Found a skill and went to school to learn more about it, now I am trying to get myself into a position that will hopefully have me stable until retirement, working on transit buses.
Currently my family consists of my wife, our two sons, and myself. There is room to argue that it may also contain my mistress. Somehow I went from having a wife that i originally met through an interesting dating site and being in a somewhat dom/sub relationship with(somewhat because as time has gone on specially since having kids alot of that stuff has been pushed to the side to much sadness of all involved). To now I have acquired another sub in the form of a married ex of mine that goes on girls nights with my wife who she refers to as her mistress since she calls me master. I will say I honestly go back and forth on keeping this arrangement going since it does put alot on me taking care of these two wonderful women. Yet once play starts to become stressful, is it really worth doing anymore? For now though everything will continue to play out.
To answer a question that may be popping up hearing that i have a toy, yes the wife has permission to play as well. I just like her to keep it more on the vanilla side as the kinkier stuff i think is our special thing to be kept between us. And yes that does sound hypocritical since I have a master/sub relationship with my toy. But that started as an accident really. we stayed in contact over the years because she was never able to let me go. Add in a bit of a sadistic side that I have and I would start pushing her in directions, getting her to admit things she didn't want to admit to. She just started to submit naturally and things just developed. But starting a relationship out I prefer my wife to not go too far into the kinky stuff without me. After all, I am her master.
So far in life that is mostly it. Normal everyday sorta failure after high school, to going back to school and starting to actualy achieve something in life. All while raising a family and taking care of two subs. I always saw my life as boring, but i guess looking at it like that it is way more interesting than I had thought....