Valentines Day.............blah...blah...blah.
Just another day to spend money on someone whos not gonna stick around.
Don't get me wrong I believe in Love and everything but the love bug has bitten me on the ass way to many times to support this day.
Whether it was my fault,her fault or both of our faults shit just usually hits the fan.
I spent five years with the same woman at first it didn't mean anything we said we loved each other but the first couple of years we cheated fought you name it.
All the while I'm raising her son then at the end of he 3rd year of our relationship she said she was leaving me because I wouldn't get my shit together and grow up.
So after she left taking her son I realized what I hads to do,beggig her back I got a great job, a place for us to live and grew up.
Then a year or so goes by and I thought things were good but in the back of my mind I new something was up.
Oneday she came home @ 6PM after spending the night out with"friends" and not calling me to tell me she didn't love me anymore.Ended up she was with her ex.See I don't know how people can do that,just turn love off.My recent ex says its a defense mechanism but thats bullshit.
If you can stand there and say "I don't love you anymore" to someone, you never loved them in the first place,because if I go as far to tell someone I love them then god##$#% I mean it.
Love is not a switch you can flip up one day and down another.
I guess thats why I hate most people,I know everyone is fake.Hell I'm fake I'm trying to become an actor for godsake,I put on this versade(spelling) that Im some kind of bad ass(don't get me wrong I am a rough neck)but when I am alone with a girl I m a pussycat and deep down girls don't want a nice guy they want the dickhead they thought I was....Oh well if thats what it takes I'll fuckin pass.
I see the shit everyday guys being dicks get the chicks...maybe I'll have that put on a shirt
All in all I hate this day I'm spending it with Bud Ice and her 12 sisters so you guys that have that special someone just hang on to them take the extra time out to let them know you fuckin care.They say its better than loved and lost than never loved at all but thats a crock of shit,and if anyone can explain to me how you can flip that switch I'd appreciate even though I'll tell you your full of shit because you either love someone or you don't.Don't be a faker.
Peace and hair grease.......
Just another day to spend money on someone whos not gonna stick around.
Don't get me wrong I believe in Love and everything but the love bug has bitten me on the ass way to many times to support this day.
Whether it was my fault,her fault or both of our faults shit just usually hits the fan.
I spent five years with the same woman at first it didn't mean anything we said we loved each other but the first couple of years we cheated fought you name it.
All the while I'm raising her son then at the end of he 3rd year of our relationship she said she was leaving me because I wouldn't get my shit together and grow up.
So after she left taking her son I realized what I hads to do,beggig her back I got a great job, a place for us to live and grew up.
Then a year or so goes by and I thought things were good but in the back of my mind I new something was up.
Oneday she came home @ 6PM after spending the night out with"friends" and not calling me to tell me she didn't love me anymore.Ended up she was with her ex.See I don't know how people can do that,just turn love off.My recent ex says its a defense mechanism but thats bullshit.
If you can stand there and say "I don't love you anymore" to someone, you never loved them in the first place,because if I go as far to tell someone I love them then god##$#% I mean it.
Love is not a switch you can flip up one day and down another.
I guess thats why I hate most people,I know everyone is fake.Hell I'm fake I'm trying to become an actor for godsake,I put on this versade(spelling) that Im some kind of bad ass(don't get me wrong I am a rough neck)but when I am alone with a girl I m a pussycat and deep down girls don't want a nice guy they want the dickhead they thought I was....Oh well if thats what it takes I'll fuckin pass.
I see the shit everyday guys being dicks get the chicks...maybe I'll have that put on a shirt
All in all I hate this day I'm spending it with Bud Ice and her 12 sisters so you guys that have that special someone just hang on to them take the extra time out to let them know you fuckin care.They say its better than loved and lost than never loved at all but thats a crock of shit,and if anyone can explain to me how you can flip that switch I'd appreciate even though I'll tell you your full of shit because you either love someone or you don't.Don't be a faker.
Peace and hair grease.......
xoxo zoe xoxo