so i kinda got a female friend,ive known her for years..and shes super hot..we agreed to be friends with benifits considering the scumbag who pretty turned her offof relationships..the 15 minutes we were messing around were both violently sexual and intense until we realized i didnt have anything on me. since then ive been driving down there and hanging out but things are unsure..it seems no matter what i do i never get any satisfaction..when i want a happy monogomous relationship,i get fuck buddies,when i gofor sex and compainionship i get distant and defensive..why is it every time i take what im offered it drops the bar 2 levels lower then,hands it to me..its like life is trying to sell me short every time..i figure atthis point i just need agresive sex..always wanted happy ever after..but lets face it,i have the labido a pornstar couldnt compete with,and im actually considering finding the opposite of viagra,just so i dont blow my brains out with a shotgun..and whats really funny is most women i talk to thinks 3-6 hours is scary..im sorry i was chaiste for 5 years and after that i slept with a woman whom aside from taling nonstop shit about everything,was horrible in bed..im frustrated..the next woman i have sex with isnt going to survive..
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