so ther e is event i goto every wedsday called mutiny..at a place called the casba..its an 80s/goth/industrial/new wave event..now before you ask,the reason we have so many genres together was that in indy anything that is not top 40 hip hop or rock,usually struggles as a scen here..but our scenes are pretty strong where they are because they are unified and everybody of that genre knows where to go and who to talk to..we all go to the same places..its been that way since i can remember,as i have been into the indy goth/industrial scen since i was 20..im 29 now if that gives you any ideah..one of the things about me is that when i get drunk or intoxicated at a show like that im not angry or abusive,sometimes a little amnoxious but..well..think of if you gave one of the muppets pcp and let him loose in a spikey leather painted jacket at a goth show and there you have it..im very bouncy,i mildly breakdance to thrill kill kult and anything else with a good beat..and usually im very flirty..and apparently according to some its entertaining in a dorky sorta way..but anymore i just dont care,thats basically what i m working towards,not caring what peopl think..ive been so self concous for so many years..and frankly ths dj thing is the best any project of mine has done for my personal growth..the more i spin in public the more confident i get,and the less i care when i mess up..(which apparently,ill get pissed and most or all of the people dont even know i messed up at all)owell..the road continues..