"Sometimes I'm terrified of my heart, of its constant hunger for whatever it is it wants. The way it stops and starts." - Edgar Allan Poe
Hello to all of you beautiful people. I'm Desirey and I've just received an email telling me I am a Hopeful. It's really early in the morning and when I read it I was still a bit sleepy but everything turned around after just reading the word "Congratulations". I didn't expect my set to be approved actually and I was already planing the next one so I'm a bit shake and unbelieving right now so you have to excuse my first blog entry being a bit awkward.
Like I said I'm Desirey and I'm from this small but beautiful country in Europe called Bulgaria. Some of you may know it if not all I will say is that it's a magical place, the magnificent mountains, the sky blue sees and the small historic villages that occupy most of the country, it's my little paradise.
I will tell you a little about myself because I really don't know what else to put in my first entry. I'm a dreamer, a hopeless romantic, a poet, an artist, I love this world we live in and sometimes cry when I see how we destroy it. I'm naive, I'm in love, I'm a mermaid. I crave for beauty in it's every form and believe I'm lucky to see it everyday in the eyes of my sister, in music, in my paint brush and in my camera. I study to be a teacher but what I really want to do is show people the world through my eyes and make them believe in good, in love, in art, in magic and in themselves.
I haven't always looked like this and I haven't always been comfortable with my body but I've always liked myself because my parents thought me that liking myself is the first step of enjoying life, communication, adventures and art. And now when I have absolutely learned this and understand it to the fullest I want to become a Suicide Girl so that I can in a way show my art and my adventures and love through my body and self. I really hope you will all one day see what I wish for and give me the chance to make my dream come true and the first step I think is being a Suicide Girl. I will try and show you my magic with every single photo of me and I hope someday to be seen.
thanks for the nice words I hope t really enjoyed my set .... big kiss!