hopefully the car will be fixed within the next few days...
working tonight, unfortunatley have no ride there yet... everyone i know is working tonight.... blah... i hate this not having a car thing... i always feel like a piece of shit asking for rides... plus the fact that i really dont have many friends to ask sucks as well.... blahhh.... i really need to get over my anxiety of talking to people... for some reason i have an irrational fear that people will think im a complete idiot when they talk to me... thats why its so easy for me to talk to people when im at work, because there i could care less about what anyone thinks, because in a way i am a different person when im at work, so i really dont have anything to be too nervous about when i talk to people... i dunno, im weird...
well, off to keep trying to find a ride... if not, i guess ill call a cab company (which is going to suck, but i guess you gotta spend money to make money... just hope i make more than what a cab will cost)
working tonight, unfortunatley have no ride there yet... everyone i know is working tonight.... blah... i hate this not having a car thing... i always feel like a piece of shit asking for rides... plus the fact that i really dont have many friends to ask sucks as well.... blahhh.... i really need to get over my anxiety of talking to people... for some reason i have an irrational fear that people will think im a complete idiot when they talk to me... thats why its so easy for me to talk to people when im at work, because there i could care less about what anyone thinks, because in a way i am a different person when im at work, so i really dont have anything to be too nervous about when i talk to people... i dunno, im weird...
well, off to keep trying to find a ride... if not, i guess ill call a cab company (which is going to suck, but i guess you gotta spend money to make money... just hope i make more than what a cab will cost)
there's no use in feeling sad ya gotta get back up and keep working it seems