anything to numb. anything to encourage ignorance.
if all else fails, i fail, too
i let you down, i fall, too
if all else fails, i fail, too
you jump headfirst, i jump, too
if all else fails, i fail, too
you cut your wrists, i bleed, too
if all else fails, i fail, too
you kill yourself, i die, too
heavy, heavy stuff.
you'll swear it pumps out shit and mud.
i've battled loneliness. anorexia. possible borderline disorder. self-injury. alcoholism. drug abuse. self-hatred. attempted suicides.
somehow, im still breathing.
life is a fucking joke. i can manipulate it however i want.
this whole "neighbour not having internet so i cant leech off of his wifi" bullshit is really starting to get tiring, and i dont like it one bit.
i havent stopped listening to the new Bring Me the Horizon album since i downloaded it last week. there aren't enough words i can find to describe the intensity and absolute talent that they poured into this album, and i think for them to try and top this would result is something less than the perfection this album already is.
i mean, fuck, just listen...
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user0509221117:
I looooove BMTH (: i saw them live 2011 on Nova Rock <3 soo damn great!
daytonawhite:
i've yet to see them minu . i had a chance to see them when i used to live in New Jersey back in 2007, but work got in the way !
LIKE THE DESERTS MISS THE RAINNNNNNNN.
all the metal in the world couldnt keep me from listening to this on repeat.
all the metal in the world couldnt keep me from listening to this on repeat.
khar:
That's a great song... I can hear it over and over and over and over (...) again!
daytonawhite:
khar, me too! reminds me of when i was a little kid
the sun is finally shining through bedroom balcony doors after almost two weeks of continuous rain. even though i have to work today, i think it's gonna be a good day today.
im still waiting for the day i can wake up next to someone again. like how things were, before.
im still waiting for the day i can wake up next to someone again. like how things were, before.
khar:
Sunny days make everything better!