Okay so lately I have been going insane. The only one I can talk about it with is my friend David. Im too scared to tell my sister or Lindsey or Jen and Karla I can only scratch the surface. And it seems when I reach out to my coworkers (the one that are my friends) I cannot really seem to get more than a "why?" or "whats wrong?" and then I just feel like asking me how I feel is an obligation. I understand not everyone is like me. They dont go out of their way to make you feel better or o see if you are ok. I also understand some people just want to be alone. I guess I am not one of those people. I just wish I had a shoulder to physically cry on.
My ex is getting married and hnestly I do not know if I can handle it.Im the weak one now.
The only things that make me happy lately...
Things I want...
My ex is getting married and hnestly I do not know if I can handle it.Im the weak one now.
The only things that make me happy lately...
Things I want...