So school has been kicking my ass lately. I can not think of a time when I have worked this hard on so many things. I had to write a 70 page observational research paper for one of my classes and it made me forget about the rest of the assignments that I had to do. So needless to say I am falling fairly far behind, which is rare for me. With the F'n paper done I finally have time to do something other than work. Then I realize I have way more art to projects and papers in other classes.
This stuff puts way too much strain on a relationship. Not only do I not have time to spend with my significant other, but when I'm around her, I can't even focus on were I am and my attention is not on her. I wonder if at this point in my life, when I am trying to focus on my career and school and networking, if a girlfriend fits in the picture. I knew it would be like this and we talked about the complications that could arise, but I don't think she was expecting it to be this hard. She is in a new town with no friends, a good job, but doesn't know anyone except for me and I'm in lala land or at school all of the time. When I'm not there, I'm at work. I don't know what to do about the situation and I don't have the time to deal with it.
On a brighter note, I have finished the 70 page paper and I have some artwork to show for my hard work.
This last one is still being worked on. But I'm getting close to finishing it.
This stuff puts way too much strain on a relationship. Not only do I not have time to spend with my significant other, but when I'm around her, I can't even focus on were I am and my attention is not on her. I wonder if at this point in my life, when I am trying to focus on my career and school and networking, if a girlfriend fits in the picture. I knew it would be like this and we talked about the complications that could arise, but I don't think she was expecting it to be this hard. She is in a new town with no friends, a good job, but doesn't know anyone except for me and I'm in lala land or at school all of the time. When I'm not there, I'm at work. I don't know what to do about the situation and I don't have the time to deal with it.
On a brighter note, I have finished the 70 page paper and I have some artwork to show for my hard work.
This last one is still being worked on. But I'm getting close to finishing it.
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niobe:
Hello.
nessy:
beautiful artwork... you should update, yo!