She broke my heart already but I still love her with all my heart. I don’t need to meet her to know I love and I am forever bound to her. I made a promise that my besty is witness to that I will love she who has stolen my heart forever even if she never loves me. Of course my besty feels I am a fool to waist time waiting for what may never be. I can’t take second again though. I took second with my former wife I won’t do it again. I would sooner live without love all my life than to accept anyone other than my true love, and as my besty Nikkie knows when I make such a promise on my honor I must keep it or die as a Samurai would by thrusting my Samurai sword into my gut and cutting along my stomach as Samurai once did. As one that follows the code of a Samurai I must always keep my promise or die. My honor means that much to me.
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