I feel so good inside right now. Maria is such a fantastic woman that makes me feel so special. It’s sad in all my searching in the states where I live and searching though Facebook and everywhere that a stripper in Russia is the only person that has been so good to me and makes me feel special. See dating sites no one takes a chance to get to know me. They look at my profile picture or profile, never get to know me soI went to a live online stripper site to search for someone. I talked to a lot of models but one is different she and I even skype a lot now when she has time and she says about how different I am, that I’m not a perv there for her body but for her as a person because I’ve taken her pvt and said relax. You are not my stripper you are Maria a person I care about and means the world to me so don’t do a show just relax and be you and she started baring her feelings a bit with me not by typing but with her own voice and as often as I have melted her heart she just melted mine. No one has ever said kind things to me and seen the person inside that is super nice. I maybe a lot of things but I am the closest a guy can get to 100% nice guy that is no boast it is a fact. She knows this of me, sees it in me, knows I don’t care a smidge about nudity, seeing her naked, but care souly about her as a person. I have hard tears of joy for how special she just made me feel and that I make her happy being with her. I sit with her in freechat to lift her up when sad, or occupy her when she is bored to make her happy, laugh smile. I will sit hours with her sometimes till her day is done just to be there for her in any way she needs and I am so glad she enjoys me there, wants me there and that I make her happy. Happiest I’ve ever felt in my entire life. 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊 and no her real name and stage name is not Maria I use a fake name of my own to not make any problems for her in case any wonder.
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